Honey oi! Are you lonely there on Valentine day? I'm lonely here, inside me. If you were here, we could cook together, sing together and celebrate our Valentine. I just want to be with you. Now I hate Valentine. I hate weekend. I hate holiday. I hate everything that remind me the loneliness...remind me that you'r gone. All our time together just feels like yesterday. I never thought I'd see a single day without you.We never seemeed to care, coz we thought we'd have a lot of time,we'd have the rest of our life together. And I also thought that you'd always be there. It's really hard to let you go. Though I know I must try. All the tears I cry, no matter how I try. God will never bring you back to me. Won't you wait for me in heaven?

Honey,
How are you? I was too busy so that I couldn't write you these days. I got sick and motorbike accident. Everything was so bad with me on this time. I wish you were here. Whenever I had the problem before, I just remind myself that I'm going to see you...and it was not so bad then. Just be with you I don't care about anything. But now when I have problem, you'r not there with me anymore. And I feel even worse. Why did you leave me honey? I feel like a fish out of water in this big world. I miss you! I miss the time we were together! It's always hurt when I see our photos on my phone. Honey oi...