I just came back from the pagoda. Today is the 100th day. Time goes by so quickly,no? Today I came with my mom because she also wanted to see you. Did you see us when we were there? I was telling myself that I'll not cry but I couldn't stand. I don't want you to see I'm crying. I just want you to remember my happy face.
Do you still remember our song? I'm still singing it for you sometime. Can you hear it? But I can't sing this song well by myself. I remember when we were walking along the river and singing this song together. I remember every our sweet memories. And because it was too sweet...it make me hurt now. How can I release this pain honey?

Tuesday will be the 100th day. The time goes by so quickly. But till now, I still can't believe that you'r gone. Whenever I see your photos, I still feel that you'r here. And everything like just happened yesterday.
It's heavy raining here. Make me miss you even more. I wish I could feel warm in your arms again. Where are you honey? Are you in the heaven or you go to the next life already? Will you wait for me?