Honey, how are you? The raining season is back here. Make me even more sad and lonely without you. My birthday was 2 days ago. I didnt want to celebrate because it doesn't have any meaning if you'r not here by my side. I went to work...and I was very touched. Everybody at the office celebrated birthday for me. They cooked special food, bought flower and birthday cake for me. And then my best friends celebrated again for me...So I got 2 birthday cake and many flowers. I was very happy till I saw one guy. Honey I couldn't believe in my eyes. He looked exactly the same to you. I don't know why God wanna play with my heart like that. Or he think i dont have enough hurt? At the moment I just saw him, all in my mind was you and I just wanted to run to him and hug him. I was hoping and thinking that was you. Why God let me met that guy, especially on my birthday...is the day that I miss you even more...the day that I want you badly. God took you away from me and then he let me met someone like you on my birthday...Does he need to hurt me by this merciless way? Can you ask him please stop hurting me honey? My heart is broken.