Honey how are you? Somewhere up there can you hear me? Can you hear that I'm calling you everyday? It's 2 weeks since you left me. Everything happened too fast that I can't believe. I still see your smile, hear your voice and feel you by my side. I know that in physically you'r not with me but in mind you'r with me. We deal that we'll be together for 100 years. We said that we'll always be there for each other. Do you still remember?
I wish I could get angry with somebody about your death. But I know noone wants it happen. I just can get angry with the wind. I wish I could do something to bring you back. I wish I could change my all to take you. I'm willing to do anything honey. You'r all I need. I just want you to be alive. If there were sth wrong w you, I would take care of you and always by your side. You asked me before that do I still love you if you just have 1 arm or 1 leg. And I told you that if you were missing sth, I could be that thing for you. Do you remember honey? Why did you leave me alone here? I wish I could hold you just one more time. I wish I could kiss you just one more time. I wish I could feel you in my arms again. I miss your smile, your laugh and your voice when you tell me that " I miss miss miss you". I miss holding my chubby prince. I miss calling to wake my prince up in the morning. I miss every moment we were together honey. I miss you! I wish it was just a night mare.
I met your brother and your sister. They'r very nice. I felt better when they were here. I went to Dalat with Balazs and my parents. I and Dori spent time together. I took her to our coffee shop and she like it there. And she help me to buy a flowers bride for you on your funeral in Hungary. I wish I could be there. I talked to your mom also. She told me to be strong and try to come there. I'll manage and come there to see you as soon as I can,ok. Wait for me. And remember that I'm always with you and you'r safe eventhought we'r far away.
Nagyon nagyon szeretlek es hianyzol hercegem. Mindig rad gondolok!! Millio puszi az en hercegemnek.
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