Time goes by quickly. It's 3 weeks since you went to the heaven. Lastnight I saw you in my dream. And you were going to leave me. Even in my dream I couldn't keep you by my side.

I was running to the guy who past by me at the airport...coz he looks like you. I know it can't be you but I was still hoping. And when I found him, my tears came out of control.

When I met a Hungarian passenger, I got his passport and all I think of at that time is you. I forgot what I have to do. I just keep looking at the passport and my tears came out. I can't control myself. Every moment you come to my memories, I just cry.

Chirstmas is coming. Everybody is smiling. The whole world is celebrating and everyone is so happy. Except for you and me.

It becomes harder and harder everyday. I thought my life is very easy and I was on the top of the world since you came to my life. You bring me happiness and safeness. My heart overflowed with joy and love. I got stuck on you. I was the happiest girl in the world. But God took you back to the heaven. I collapsed and lost my sense of direction. I feel weak honey. Without you, everything is meaningless. And I just can't seem to move on.