Tuesday, January 22, 2008

The 49th...


Yesterday was the 49th day. I came to the pagoda when I put your photo there. Did you get clothes and some stuffs that I burned for you? People said that the spirit will come back to see the family before go to the heaven on the 49th day. I believe that you came back to see me....I just couldn't see you right? Are you cold there? A little bit cold these days here. I wish you were here to warm me up. But I know it will never be true. I never can feel you in my arms again.
I really feel exhausted. How can I do honey? Until now, I still don't understand why God could let us meet if there is no way for us to be together forever. After all that we have been through, I know that you were a part of me. Eventhough I'm still alive but I know there is a space inside me.
I hope that you'r happy in the heaven. I'm not there but in mind, I'm always with you. I'm always by your side. I miss you and love you!! Millio puszi!!!

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