I just finish work and get home. Nobody home. I'm very very sad today. It rained here. I feel empty and exhausted. I couldn't control my tears when I saw couples everywhere...in the airport, out on the street. I remember that I used to be happy more than that...I also remember that I used to have someone who always wait for me when I finish work. When I past by the places where we were together, I saw the image of us. I saw you were there with the open arms but when I run to you, you'r gone. I have to back to reality and my heart died within me. I'm dying because of missing you honey. I want to escape from the reality of losing you.

I miss your smile,your laugh,your voice. I miss every our sweet memories. I miss calling you chubby. I miss calling to wake you up every morning. Now I just can see you through the photos, talk to you in my dream. I never thought that I'll lose you. I was confident that you'll be with me for the rest of my life so I wasn't afraid of anything. I knew that you'r important to me...but I didn't even know how important you'r till you'r gone. I said that I love you, but it's more than love I feel inside. I just need to know what I have to do to bring you back, I'll do my best without hesitating. I can give up everything. I can give my all to take you back. I don't need anything. I just need you honey.

God...can you please give him back to me???